im probably the most decent person in the group of people i hang out with (at school). i feel really innocent. 90% of the kids in high school are doing the most immoral, disgusting, mindless things you can think of. thats just the reality. i just realized that this week. Im a religious girl, i know whats right and wrong. it just shocks me. like ok sex, im seriously shocked that people at school even have sex. it changes the way i look at people around me. i feel like ew… wheres the respect?! i know that sounds really immature but i thinks its more mature to look at things that way. even people who havent had sex are gross. like my friend said she skipped school with three guys and her friend. one of the guys went into the room with the other girl and my friend said the two guys that were left were begging her to have sex with them and they even got naked and kept begging her. i looked at her differently. that’s not even the half of everything, if you think your kids in school and doing the right thing, think again. i dont trust anybody anymore. im not even talking about senior or anything, these are freshmen and sophomores. im going to say this without regretting it: YOU SLUTS UGH! grosssss. all the stupid drugs you go on and the guys/girls you sleep with! its completely appaling. i dont even feel like looking at you guys. its no wonder everybody had aids. like i know this one girl who had sex with 5 guys while she was skipping. WTF? im really annoyed at this. bi guys are even worse. they have foursomes with girls and guys and oh my god? nobody even cares anymore. my best friend is a virgin, totally sane, never done drugs, very religious as well. and theres litterally nothing that can come between us. its so much better having friends who arent troubled. they add to my stress. idk
thats all i guess, right now im just upset =P
anyway so no i didnt get a kitten yet. i lost my urge. idc
i went over Karen’s house friday and slept there. the kids woke up while i was walking in to go to bed and they kept me up all night, nobody went to sleep. Guitar hero was one of ther easons i went over there. i hadn’t played it in forever.blahh. im just bored now. oh and obama will never get my support. adults have no idea like at school black kids are going to be even meaner and more aggressive and act like they rule the world. they do that now, imagine if he wins. thats shitty. if they start doing it i’ll seriously move to a place where there are no black people and live there all my life in peace. no, you have no idea what ive been through in that area. so shutup if youre complaining.
HSA’s next week =]
im actually happy
